In Other Words

Crossing the Divide

It has been a long time since I have posted here and a lot has changed in that time. Tomorrow I’m off to Perth to meet Liana, hopefully leaving Singapore behind for good. My job at Philips is over and things have changed very drastically. The entire friend circle that we had built up has fallen apart and scattered to the Four Corners of the earth (in some cases literally). In many ways I am no longer the person I was three months ago, of course in every other way I still am.

Went out last night and got plastered with a group of people (Laurence, Rachel, Shazam, Richard and ‘get him out of my apartment’ Matt). Finally didn’t end up getting a head ache (like I always do) because I came to the realisation that it was always the Marlboro Lights which were giving them to me and I switched brands (now smoking luckies).

Ended up crawling across the threshold in the whee hours of the morning (and this only on alcohol). It was good fun and a good last drink. Today I’m spending my time with my parents (family day, seemed fair). I need to do a whole heap of stuff, but I’m a bit hungover and not completely up for it.

So instead I decided to restart my Blog. I did actually try starting another one, but then came to the realisation that that was a bit futile. I used to actually have a lot of fun with this blog and I decided that I just should pick up where I left off (what’s three months?).

I guess in a few weeks I’ll be able to read back compare entries from before the gap and after the gap, to find out in what ways I’ve changed. A shame I didn’t map the mental journey, but I’m a lazy cunt and that is something that I’ve learned to accept. Something you’ll have to accept as well, I imagine. That's enough for right now, I'll get back into the swing of thigns slowly.

posted by Symbol @ 19.12.04